My First Album was released March 3, 2025 Marking my First Accomplishment in my new Career in Music production, has shown me how much I need to learn, and what I need to do to make my Next Album better to keep My Beloved Fans Interested and excited for The Future.
This 1st. album, I have come to realize just how much work goes into making and releasing music. It’s amazing how much I have progressed since recording my first song about three months ago to now, and where I feel I need to improve. All in all, I’m very happy with the overall content. I wish my Recordings were better, And I would’ve liked to have used a actual sound, engineer producer, But it gives my tracks a raw unedited feel, And if you like my album, you’re gonna love my live performances, Because it’s even better. This album signifies my Rebirth and the death of the old me, And my final farewell to my ex fiancé. Pretty much the whole album, Went from Sweet songs saying goodbye, To I’m still waiting for you, And then finally, I’m done with you. Is what I left you with, marking the First chapter Happy ever after. You were Gone and that boat has sailed away. I got to say everything I never got to, And she doesn’t get to say anything back, I think she should know how much I love and appreciate the time that we had together I Experienced my first love, Being a dad, And losing my first love. As well as all the aftermath, Grief losing my first love was baptism in fire, I don’t know if I ever care to go down that road again, I kind of feel like check your love at the door, Don’t bring that shit in my house, If you do take it all when you go. Because it was really hard for me, I lost all my friends and family, But here I am, a changed man. For better or for worse, I don’t know, But one thing that I have today is this music and I have struggled with depression my whole life, Finally I have something that Is therapeutic, Empowering, I get to create something and satisfy part of my creative side, And it makes me feel good for the first time in a long time and I really don’t mind Putting it all out there, You know, I’m sure it’s gotta be difficult for her. But I should be dead. I took it so hard and she came back again and did me wrong so I’m sorry but I’m not sorry like yeah. I don’t know how people just move on. I wish I could, but that takes a lot of the devotion and appreciation out of it. I’m a better man today. She’s not a better woman today because of me and that sucks. She made me a better man because I had to learn from my Mistakes. And cherish the love and the fatherhood that I got to experience forever, that’s mine to keep my hat goes off to Guys girls that want to bring children into this world If you know, you know if you don’t, you’re not an adult yet holy cow but I wouldn’t trade it for anything. And that’s why I still haven’t moved on, I hope that she knows how wonderful she was that I gave her that respect but She’ll never get it again. And that marks the beginning of the 2nd chapter I’m already hard at work. I want to improve and that’s hard. I think I did very well for my first album. Never having recorded anything before I like everyone of my songs. I think it’s one of the best album recorded in a long time long time long time time will tell, I think my fans will be very passionate, I think I’ll have a lot of different fans than someone that just has a good beat because I’m standing there naked and I’m still righteous like I said there’s pictures and videos online. Go find them if you need that. I don’t care. Enjoy CC me if you find them lol 😝 thanks for reading my thoughts I hope you enjoy my album and I hope you start your day off with a little H.E.F. Oh p.s. If my song isn’t serious, I’m expecting you to be laughing because I am belly laughing hahahaha it’s a natural born killer the bride-bridezilla. 🤗
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